it’s snowing, it’s pouring.

last night was the worst night ever. it felt so empty, alone, surrounded by darkness even with my rock light shining thru the room.

even tho the only one that replied my texts late at night was andi, but, i felt completely alone, from friends and everyone.

i felt like he walked out last night. just left. disappeared. it just felt that way.

like… i hit rock bottom, felt so down, as down as a bottomless pit would go.

empty. gone. afraid.

where were u when i had this horrible night of a real-life nightmare?

just looking for some warmth. or words. answers. anything.

afraid & doesn’t want to go to sleep. just hope tonight’s a better night.

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